This brithday is ....bittersweet. I know right, what a time to get emo; on your BIRTHDAY. But it's weird feels happy about it but at the same time having a mid-mid-life crisis.
Alright, laugh it up. I thought you would...but really I am! It's one thing to thing oh I'm nineteen, but it's another to think oh...I'm nineteen...
Let me explain. It's the last teenage birthday, and for some reason it's making me feel really...down. Unlike everyone else who has been partying since they turned 18...I just feel like I'm getting old, without anything to really show for it yet.
Don't get me wrong, I'm really happy with my life so far...but it doesn't feel like I've actually "accomplished" anything.
I guess I'm just not where I thought I'd be at 19 or...shudder to even think it...my 20's...
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