Learn Some Respect

I just found out that a girl I went to high school with, died yesterday. It was one of the most shocking things I've ever heard and of course, it came from the biggest source of information nowadays, facebook.

She was so popular and bubbly and nice to everyone, it's hard to think of her as really being gone. I didn't get to know her very well, but she was the best friend of many friends of mine. I wish I had gotten to know her better...
One of the worst things though? See, one of her best friends (that I know of) created a memorial group for her. It was amazing to see the amount of people's lives that she touched and how many people really cared. But, even thought the group was just made today, it has already been hacked & spammed. It's honestly very disgusting to see these "people" posting fake comments on the wall about "who killed her" and "how they did it" and "what a [expletive] she was" etc. They didn't know her from Eve I'm sure, and to say those things about *anyone* has to be one of the greatest tragedies. She was a good person (as far as I know), and even still, no one deserves that. It makes me sick to think that this is what technology is bringing the world to. Spamming someone's memorial? No one would ever do that in "real life", so why do that online? No matter who died, it's a terrible loss for the people who were close to her, and the people who she knew. And it's horrible that people would take the time out of their day to terrorize a group like that. I am honestly disgusted and don't know what else to say...


One of her friends posted this on her personal profile's wall:

You can shed tears that she is gone
or you can smile because she has lived.

You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.

Your heart can be empty because you can't see her
or you can be full of the love you shared.

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember her and only that she's gone
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.

You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back
or you can do what she'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.


<3 RIP A-M. B.


EDIT:
Another friend posted this on her personal wall and I feel that it means a lot:
"The Gods envy us, they envy us because we are mortal. Because any moment can be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we're doomed. You will never be lovlier than you are right now.We will never be here again."-Achilles

Replacement Girl

So, you know that "certain person" I mentioned? The one that is a sibling to my "significant other"??? Well I forgot to tell you an important part of this chapter. I am in a relationship with that certain someone now...on Facebook...that doesn't make it official does it...?



PS I swear it's just to make *their* ex-significant-other jealous. The only reason I'm going along with is is because I hate her equally...actually, probably WAY more. And she's pissed so...Yay :D
PPS Did I mention that I also used to..."be with" this certain person?? Not for real...really. It sounds strange..remember I said it was a long story? So this makes it more weird...Not to mention the fact that...the night before last this certain person was making some..not so subtle hints to me about..earlier times.

I'm SORRY. I know I'm being extremely vague and playing the teenager-ridiculously-confusing card...and I would mention names, really! I would, except that I'm not sure who's eyes see these messages...Best left unmentioned. Even though if lurking eyes did happen to read this they'd would know who they are anyway, if they are any of the the above-mentioned people.

Alright. I'll let your thought processes (thought proci...is that the plural? lawlz) rest for now. Until I have more info, or leads, at least.

I'm thankful for...

Happy Canadian Turkey Day (aka Thanksgiving) everyone!
Yes, we know that it's different from American Thanksgiving, even though most of them do not...
So this is probably the only TG (Thanksgiving, b/c I don't wanna type it every time!) where I won't have Turkey, or Stuffing (my favourite :()
I miss solid food...they're the best kind haha
Anyway hopefully there will be left overs...by the time I'm better. I'm sure there will be b/c right now there are only 3 to eat the whole turkey.
Ashley came over today! It was awesome to actually have someone want to visit me when I look and feel...ugh. We basically creeped fb....and enjoyed it hahahaha I think I feel "less" guilty than if I'm creepin by myself lol
OH and I'm using this time to finally listen to my Spanish lessons. De donde es usted? Entiende? (Where are you from? Understand? - I bet I spelt that all wrong! LOL)

PS. I'm thankful for...Spanish lessons on the computer, bffs, tylenol 3's, baby name books to keep me busy, the internet, michael jackson's music, 30 rock, surf the channel (when it works), yahoo answers, blogs and much much more :)